already feeling insecure about "The First One"

I found a mistake in the first paragraph in my first posting.  Now I'm freaking a bit about not seeming smarter.  I wish I were easier on myself, or maybe wittier.  Sometime I wonder if I would have accomplished more if I weren't insecure.  That is one of the things that is so scary about marriage.  There is a certain amount of finality I never experienced before.  I enjoy our relationship and adore our daughter, but (am I a bitch for saying but?).  But, I feel like I'm done.  The major milestones have been hit.  a BA, an MA a career, a happy marriage, a baby.  Now I just do this until retirement?

Anyway maybe I'll add more later.